heads or tails?

i am confused. damn. life is so full of choices, and it is best to say that you are the one responsible for your own choices. ya Allah, tolong aku. i've seen the consequences of choices made by some people, and yes, most of the time they tend to choose what seems to be possible or reasonable at that time. i am not excluded. i've been stupid, and sometimes it turns out that the easier option often is the worse between the two. ohh tidakk, kenapa hidup mesti begini? bila kita buat pilihan yang mudah, kita sebenarnya dah lari daripada apa yg kita benar-benar mahu.

"There are always two choices. Two paths to take. One is easy, and its only reward is that it's easy."

am i happy with all the choices i've made? more importantly, will i be happy with the choices i'm about to make onwards? sayatidaktahudansayatidakmahutahu.sayahanyamahuhidupdengangembira. hidup hanya sekali. (ada orang tu kata hidup 2 kali. satu lagi di akhirat. dia buat saya hampir insaf wooo~ haha)

aap g blaja gik nun ok? dah gik main main ya.