eight is my favourite number.

rindu rindu rindu rindu kat orang tuuu~ up until today, i didn't see your adorable, sweet face for exactly 33 days. being away from you isn't exactly my favorite part during the holidays. believe me, it's hard. i miss you everyday, i think about you so much each day that i can always feel you being here with me. i can always smell your perfume whenever i think about you. i know you feel the same way like i do. the other day i missed you so much, that i actually sit outside my house looking into the sky thinking of you, and wondering if maybe you were thinking of me too. well, i know you do. sayang it's our 8th 'new moon' today and somehow it hurts that i wasn't able to be with you on this very special day. i love you sayang and that's never going to change, i promise you that.

happy 8th month sayang, i love you more than ever!

lucky number seven.

"he's happy. the world is his, at least that's what he feels when he's with her. she means everything to him. she's the one he wants to be with every single day. not even for a split second did he regret being with her. every moment is special, every second is priceless. he built his world around her, and he wants her to know that he needs her like he never needed anyone before."

nurfuzaini, i dedicate my life to you and no matter what you do, i promise you my heart. today is our seventh 'new moon' and i'm very happy about how things are going. i started writing this at 0720 hrs, well you know what happens at 0720 hrs 7 months ago. i hope you're happy with me and i wish our love will last forever. I LOVE YOU.

it's home sweet home babeh~

at last i'm finally home, now indulging myself with a bowl of laksa sarawak my mum made this morning. aaaaaaaaah~ this is what i call heaven. yesterday's journey before arriving in The Land of The Headhunters was quite tiring. i had to wait almost 11 hours alone, as all my best friends catches up earlier flights to their respective hometown. to all of you, have a great holiday. jumpa lagi sem depan! eh bukan, jumpa lagi before sem depan because you sabahans (syahmi, flee, lolo) planned a trip to kuching, right? bah, jumpa time tu laa. let me and awg and nasz and stiel be your tour guide and i ensure that you'll all have the best trip of your life.

given all this, somehow i do feel quite sad and unhappy. to be far apart from you is the last thing i want. i'm missing you every second, i'm missing you as a write this. tapi what to do ohh, sikpa kelak balit kita jumpa balit ok sayang? i know you wouldn't want me to be sad and worried about your well-being throughout this holiday, and that's what i'll try to do. tapi you pun jangan sedih-sedih ok, enjoy your holiday, main jak ngan kucing yang comel-comel semua ya. if bosan ajak dorg suma klua ye. take good care of yourself, don't stop loving me as i never stopped loving you. ohh one last thing, jangan nakal-nakal! haha :)

counting days.

sik sabar mok balit! :)

this isn't me.

final exam. i think i screwed up my first two papers. yet now here i am being too lazy to start revising for my next paper. i suppose that i'm not going to start revising tonight. maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after. gaaaaahhhhhhh~ the fact that this semester is almost over makes me think more on going back home, and less on studies. procrastination is what i do best right now and i couldn't find strength to deny any of the tempation of facebook, internet surfing, online games etc. oh shit what's happening to me? please please pleaseeee i need help and support and motivation and God knows what else, but that would count for nohing if i'm still procrastinating, no? okay enough of this, i think i'm going to study or maybe just revise on one or two lecture notes. just maybe.

happy mother's day mum!

11 may 2008 - this was before i'm even here in utp. along sambut mother's day tahun tok dengan angah, jepot, and hani. kmk org polah project seawal 8 pagi. time tok mek bok dapat lesen bah, so kmk curi2 kelua pake kereta mak g kedai stationary beli mother's day card. then kmk org menjalankan operasi melukis dan meng-decorate kad ya. hasilnya, kad yg dah cukup sifat jadi lunyai penuh ngan lukisan mek org. haha. hani along suroh jadi umpan main ngan mak, polah mak distracted supaya sik kaco mek org decorate kad. then bila datang time mak masak, kmk org turun bawah, surprise mak dari blakang. hani bawak kad, and along main lagu Belaian Jiwa by Innuendo guna gitar. mak tengah potong bawang tekejut and nangis. tapi siktaukla nangis sbb potong bawang or sbb kmkorg surprise nya. haha. malam ya kmk org celebrate, mak masak sedaap! and that was the best mother's day celebration ever.

10 may 2009 - foundation 2nd semester di utp. time tok tengah prepare for finals rasanya. i'm sorry sik dapat celebrate mother's day ngn ktk time tok. along sempat message and call jak. rasa mok nangis. cisss. haha

9 may 2010 - this year, sikpat juak mok celebrate together because along tengah prepare for finals juak, sama mcm last year. tapi tadik along dah wish kat facebook, and now tengah tulis kat blog tok. ktk baca nak? i know you will. esok pagi along call mak ok? Happy Mother's Day mum! you are the greatest mum in the world. along sayang mak. wink wink! ;)

ada gambar! (wah!)

since raya jak yg ada family picture lam laptop along, so along letak gmba raya lah sitok. haha.

2200 hours - 0300 hours.

5 hours of joy. 5 hours of laughter. 5 hours full of love. tapi dengan awak, rasa 5 minit je lah! geramnye. :P

it's the most exciting, thrilling, and memorable night with you, a night i surely will never forget.

pengalaman yang best kan? uuuuuuuuuu~ :)

i love you more than ever.